"I’m sorry. I’m not him even if my appearance will convince you to think that is a lie."
"It is? Uu b-but then… But If this is really how you’ve always been th-then why do you look just like him? I-If you have anything to do with him th-then you have to tell… No…S-Sorry, f-forget I said anything. I’m just as bad as that deranged old man."
"Said I was sorry because of what I did to your family… The angels if you’re one of them, poor Nagisa… You probably don’t want to stay near a monster like me now, do you?"
Her voice turns into a soft murmur, like a lullaby of sorts which speaks of a fairytale, beautiful memories and soothing red crimson eyes.
"Sometimes… sometimes… the truth will be more painful than the truth. Do you wish to know? Truly? What is what you wish for, Ikari Shinji? Third Child of NERV, do you wish from the bottom of your heart to know why I resemble Nagisa Kaworu?"
The Angel doesn’t said nothing at the mention of Ikari Gendo, this Ikari Shinji seems broken, what has happened to him? He refers to her Father by the name ‘Nagisa’, could it be… that this Shinji is from those loops? From the time when Father used to smile more carefree and not in the fake way.
Ah. Her Aunts and Uncles, after all, she is the offspring of Tabris.
"Why wouldn’t I? I don’t consider you a monster, Ikari Shinji. As much as you wish for me to leave, I won’t."
Shinji stirs at the nostalgic scene before him, his eyes slowly turn up from the ground to the figure before him. Everything about this strange boy is overwhelmingly familiar, almost as if he were a living echo standing before him. “Nagisa…”
"I…I do. Even if you say it’ll hurt, I still want to know… I have to. And I’m sorry about the way I’ve treated you. I should be happy to meet someone like him, even if they aren’t him."
"Well I… You have a right to know, about everything. That I helped that monster, what we did to the Angels, to Nagisa. How I wasted a second chance when I got one… If you say you won’t leave, then you should know who you’re dealing with."